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Thursday, September 7

human being SUCKS.
it's just some ppl which do things that #!^$^!%#&^#*!&#*#^!)%#!&$%&^$!^#$%#^!#&(*!^##*%#!&%#!&#!^%&#(^!&(%#(&$!^#%%#!&^#(&#(&$!!^#%&$^#$&!#%!&^%*#%*&^#!& irritated me ALOT.

wah lao.
i HATE backstabbing. or perhaps i should say... making use of someone.
damn irritated.
friends come and go lar. TRUST ME.

makes me lose faith in people around me now.
someday, my close friends now might JUST GO oso.
i wun be surprise, but of cuz i will still love those around me now.
treasure everyone around u now mans, u'll nv noe when u'll lose em!
not at the right state of mind to think abt anything now, watch vcd better.
the series life is SO MUCH better than the real state of life, though there might be some backstabbing oso, but the main lead mostly have good ending?
REALITY ALWAYS SUCK EVEN MORE.
dun try to be a nice person, u wun get anything back in kind one lor.

it's always the mask that everyone of u are knowing now.
shit man.. i shld have known her mask earlier.
conclusion, wo hen hao pian, damn easily cheated. JUST COME AND CHEAT ME LAH!
i hate the feeling of being cheated, so my close frens now, PLS DUN make use of me. it's okay if u wan me to help, but making use is another thing leh!
HELP is u will nv dump the person after u seeking help.
MAKING USE is to just treat that person who have helped u lyk as if she's a bloody idiot who's just trying to be kpo to do something that is none of her business, den kicked u aside lyk a fool!!!!
if u're not close to me, i'm still not so affected.
but why izzit when i trusted u that much, that u suddenly do this kinda thing?

suddenly rmb something that my fren who sat beside me used to say to me when i was in sec 3.
he said, "peng you dou shi na lai li yong de mah. (frens are meant to be made use of.)"
that day, i seperated my table with him, and ignored him.
cuz i was very frustrated by wad he said.
now i got it. i fully understand why he will say that.
but my frens ard me, if u think i'm this kinda sucker, den i think u shld break frenship with me now lah... u dunno me well enuf.

i've learnt my lesson.
will stop doing some things and give out more than wad is required to.
i'm suddenly afraid of growing up, going into the working life.
bloody hell. it shld be 100000000times more complicated.

HUMAN BEING SUCKS!
and currently i'm facing another sucker.
ARGHHH!

now i noe why people turn evil after series of events.
hais.
i just need a venting place.

at 12:36 AM =l