Life's good, why frown? =D

Sunday, April 27

Jean's Baby Boy, Edsel. heh..
Jean's my colleague, whom i'm working on behalf in SPC.
Congrats to baby Edsel's arrival! =D

the mummy on the right. heh..

and baby edsel was only 2 days old in my arms! awww.. very cute little boy.

2 days old VS 2 weeks old.
hahaha.
how fast babies changed.. lol.

so adorable!

and it was fantazia 2008 last friday.

baracudas opening~

fredy and jj! lol.

the cute dolls.. very interesting..

ryan VS ann. very, very impressive..

yutaki's item! =D

jj in the middle! proud of u man! hahaha..

the choreographers in the front.

and the singers shot..

awesome instructor, ann!

aww.. all hugging ann! haha..

us with jj!

now, fantazia's over.
wad next? haha..
everyone's moving on to the next episode in life.
my idol, is gonna move on as an instructor.
and i'm so sure that he's gonna shine in this industry!
all the wayyyy~~!

actually i have many things to say, but i dunno how to put across in words.

there're so much thoughts that came across my mind recently.
and i realized, i'm tired of everything.
mentally, physically.
it's the lost of pace in life, that.. directions to head.

family disputes, again, again, and again.
excuses of hating to come back to this home, and blaming it onto those who really cares.
grandma is strong, and i'm so proud of her.
mum is the best mum on earth, but nothing in return besides heartaches.
bro is a stranger, and i really do not noe how to understand this person.
i'm really speechless for that last person whom i see only once a week on friday nights (and MAYBE saturday nights), but he only noes how to vent his frustrations on me.

there's another additional in the family, and she's the maid for my grandma.
i dunno how to communicate with her cuz her eng seems to be very, very poor.
oh wells.

the only motivation for me to head home is my ahma.
those sometimes i'm really frustrated over her naggings, to do this and that for her.
but at least i can understand, she's just worried that one day when she's gone, we all wun noe how to take care of ourselves.
it's irony how much i enjoy being home, yet not to be home.

maybe i shld just keep myself occupied with many many many things,
so that i cant stop thinking of all these shit in life.

ha~ and i realized, wad a big contrast of emotions i have in just one entry.
i'm gemini. that 2 faced person.
tmr will be a better day.. =)
or maybe one day.. i will not think so anymore.

life's a shit.
SHIT SHIT SHIT.

at 1:47 AM =l