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Friday, July 25

THE PHONECALL CAME.

and.. i'm officially being offered a position in there!
i almost shouted, "OMG!" in my office man. hahaha.
the start of my career, a step into adulthood, a long term of commitment,
AND AN EXCITING JOURNEY!

women are fickle minded animals.
back then when i was in sec sch, ms chee was someone whom i looked up to, who inspired, and making my heart all set on accounting.
her lessons make accounting interesting, and triggered my interest to go on further.
she was an auditor in some BIG 4, then to a teacher in PHS.

actually thanks to "mother goose aka goldfish" our MATHS teacher, made me struggled my maths lyk totally. i used to have this great interest in maths, excited abt calculating those figures and formulas.
but that goldfish started pulling the class down.
i think she purposely appealed to teach us maths for 2 consecutive yrs or something, that seriously destroyed all of us.
only those who had tuition survived maths.
she made me totally turned off on maths!
it's not just my personal opinion, just ask any of her students, and none will find her a good teacher.

anyhow, today's topic is not about maths and that goldfish,
it's about accounting!

and so, i grad with a pretty well result, just enough for me to secure a place in NP ACC.
3 yrs back, NP ACC is known as the best among all poly.
the students they produced, affliations for attachments and post grad employment rate.
i did tell myself, my aim is... BIG 4.
3 yrs in ACC, i started well, and gone haywired from yr 2 onwards.
though studies started to go offtrack, i'm still glad for meeting the ppl on my "offtrack days".
society mates, all other classmates- good and bad ones who was a real eye opener.
the one who taught me audit, who has endless craps, who is hip and funky, who gives us exam tips for audit, so on and so forth.
most imptly, making my passion for audit grow.
audit isn't easy at all, but it's interesting.
check and check, good at fraud. HAHA.
but fraud isn't my cup of tea.. i'm a simple person. LOL!

back to women are fickle minded.
cuz after my attachment, i actually told myself, i dun wanna work under people forever.
my plans got interrupted, and i almost gave up on accounting and/or auditing.
thank goodness (or not), i got pulled back on track.
i really gotta appreciate the people i met on the way, who offered me this job.

i've always tell myself that God has plans for all of each and everyone of us.
and i'm gonna work on this plan just for me.
it's gonna be a tough one, but i'll grow gradually.

maybe i'll just forgo this blog some day.
and actually, my mum do wonder why do i write about my life openly for the whole world to know. haha.
maybe i'll forget some of you as days pass by, and dun be surprise, i really may.
maybe my attitude will change.
maybe my entire life will just turn around.
maybe, maybe, maybe.

i just wanna cherish this moment, when i can still laugh with the people around me, working hard on my newly found interest, hanging out every weekend with frens, etc.
i'm afraid of having no social life.
i'm afraid of losing the happiness that i'm holding on to now.
i'm afraid of growing up.
i'm afraid of... many things, actually.

bcuz it's not a small company, bcuz it's not a contract job, bcuz it's not just any 9-5 job,
i've already heard abt the challenges ahead of me.
i've 6 weeks for me to recharge myself and face all the challenges.
to get myself more disciplined and organized.
i dunno if i can do it, but it seems lyk i just have to do it.

thanks for all the well wishes upon knowing my employment,
and i'm really grateful to everyone whom i know, by chance or by fate.
i once heard an idol said, "an average person live for 4 twenty years. my first 20 years is gone, and i'm left with only 3 twenty years to be fillial to my parents."
and yes, our first 20 years is gone, and i only have 3 more 20 years to be niceR to everyone around me.
and for those who curse me, thanks for being there as well.
thanks for knowing you, you taught me lessons in life.

and yay! for now, i'll keep my spirits high for 15th September!
commencement of my very own CAREER, my very first C.
i chose this path, i'll walk it well!

at 12:06 AM =l