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Sunday, October 22

10-12 October 2006
Yiling's birthday celebration!

PLS LINK HERE to yiling's blog in order to feel the joy~
hahaha.. if i blog ah.. the "joy" may not be there.. heez... =D
it's a 3days1night celebration... we all had fun.. haha..
read all the 3 parts that she blogged bah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILING!!!

at 11:41 PM =l

Wednesday, October 18

SUPER OVERDUE. haha!

16.09.06

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DESPINA!!

oops. i realized i din wish u in my previous post.. hehe.. =x

22.09.06
4E5N CHOIR Graduation Ceremony!

HAHA. super LONG and outdated entry~ but still... must post mah~ lol.
yea~ the seniors went there for... free food? actually other than that, i dun see why we were there lei~ hahaa! or... have fun with the juniors! LOL.

alright. we reached there, and played some games, den all dispersed into small groups and hang out themselves. hahaha.

yea as usual, PICTURES TIME! =D

mr sec 1 junior- nigel? or how u spell his name.. ^!&^$!^%&#. LOL!

some chatting outside the function room..

the evening sky~ =) LOVING IT.

and it's food time! everyone gather ard the bbq area!! hehe...

TEAMWORK! =D

and we've got THESE!! food food!! =)

HAHA. of cuz, chaota too~~ LOL.

US! =D me.joyce.lilian.melissa!

vaining in the toilet! muahaha~~ lilian.me.joyce!

joyce.me.wanlin!
oh mann~~ i watched them grow mans!!!
haha.. of cuz, they watched me too~~ hehe...

mrs michelle lau's son. cute cutee~~~ hahaha..

and, as usual, things for the graduates-gonnabe.
one by one...

yea~
last one is the chairman and vice chairman, yusong, then jill!
well done mans! u guys are GUADUATING! woohoo~~! =D

and these 2 fellow, dunno want to hug or dun hug~~ SO GAY. hahaha!

and the winners for the, i-forgot-wad-award!!! hahahaha!

oh.. this one i noe! she got the best dressed award!! =)

i'm sorry man... i forgot wad award kailing got oso! hahaha!

congrats clarissa! for getting the i-forgot-wad-position for 2007! =D

ohh~~ and congrats to AUDREY! who became the chairman for 2007!!! =D

and his hidden darling, we din manage to take his expression!!! hahaha.

woohoo!! and after that, we have mrs wong's shepherd's pie!
hehes.. it's NICE! =D

CHOIR PHOTO! =)

yea~ UVPHS rocks lyk hell~ HAHA.

21.09.06
kbox+zhili present hunting day! =D

yea.. kbox-ed with wanxuan and shuwen.
fun fun FUN! =D

wanxuan.me.shuwen
omg. wad a weird angle... HAHAHA.

we tried VERY HARD to imitate HIM. hahahaha!!

AND HAHAHAHA. we sang this song!!
ji baaaaa BANnnnn~~~~~ JI BA BAN~~~~~~ LOL!!

yea.. and we accopanied one cent to look for zhili's present. =D

26.09.06

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ZHILI!

sorry for not able to meetup on that day mans! if i can, i would have gone out with u de! =D

30.09.06
the 5 belated birthdays celebration!!!

happy belated birthday to wanxuan.me.shuwen.despina.zhili!
HAHAHA. all belated, from june to september!!! hahaha.
it's really hard for us to meetup together mans!!! =D

and we have a guest for the night, GUOLONG! hahaa...
finally, i got to SEE guolong..
come on.. dun be shy when u take picture with me next time kay.. hahaha.

YEAH! US!! =D
zhili.me.shuwen.despina.wanxuan

04.10.06
MSA Camp recee+meeting.

peifen.dixon.me.jenny.ningzhen

after much negotiations and stuffs, we ended up in haagen daz and i had my first ever fondue outside. (i had it once at cousin's placelast christmas!)

before and after. not bad laaa.. =D

PAY UP. =D

05.10.06
Dinner with christina and melissa at Manhattan. =D

having dinner together seem to be our habit. hahaha.
next dinner at fish&co! <- from.. i-forgot-who! LOL.

christina.me.melissa+our food! =)

the cooks at work!

christina.me! hahaha. act cute lar. LOL.

US.
after 16462462 tries to squeeze ourselves into the picture by leaving the camera on the table, using the timer mode! LOL.
and we happily ended our night. =)

BA Society new law- JASON's law. (wth~ HAHA)
1) Act 1 Section 5: Late= Dinner
2) Act 1 Section 6: Guilty= Lunch (set by unknown)
3) Act 1 Section 7: Absent= Dinner&Lunch
4) Act 1 Section 8: Want to leave early? = Breakfast
5) Act 2 Section 7: Want to pangseh? = Breakfast+Lunch+Dinner!

WAHAHA.
it's on the society room's whiteboard.
*erase= break ALL.
in additional, there's a list of potential ppl to break one of the above law:
1) peifen
2) jenny
3) tommy
4) ningzhen
5) winston
6) jason

i'm able to type so many of these, cuz..
I AM IN THE SOCIETY ROOM BLOGGING NOW.
lol. and the whiteboard it's lyk... behind me only! hahaha.
lots of crapss...
getting more and more used to society life now..
meetings.. meetings... meetings... ya..

lemme end with this picture. =D
it's been abt a month since i last saw SOUL.
wooo~! looking forward to the next meetup! =)
$75 KDF Concert, to go or not to go?
AWI!! =D

at 5:01 PM =l

Saturday, October 7

my parents will be leaving for Thailand later in the morning..
b4 they leave, they left lots of responsibilities for me.
i suddenly felt... lyk an adult.
i hate growing up.. seriously.
but hate to admit, i have to grow...

i have to head the 2 shops, in case any emergency happens, manage the working schedules of yiling and me plus other part timers, help to look after the shop too, etc.
and they kept on mentioning and mentioning, again and again to make me feel this way.
i... dun really lyk that feeling of looking after the business for the time being, when i'm just 18.
but i nv dislike these responsibilities, cuz.. i noe i have to, unless their son who's currently having exams wanna come back to help.
HA! but i get to watch vcd while i work... soo.. it's a bonus!

i've never worry for their trips, but this time round, i worried.
i dunno why~
just.. fang xin bu xia.
i was a good girl for tonight.
i obeyed everything they asked me to do, even the slightest things that i used to say, "NO!"
i even lent my parents my camera, when my father din even noe when i bought it.
he got a little shocked to realize i bought a camera, but well, can tell that he's happy that i lent him still.
and something he said made my night, "if i knew u have camera, i wun go all the way down to ur bro's hostel to get it from him."
and i was lyk, "huh? if there's nothing on u wun wanna go visit him de meh?"
and he went, "no.. i wun.."
cuz.. it's the first time that he made me feel.. more impt than my bro.
not that i'm trying to snatch for wadeva attention.
just that... my father always made me feel that, my bro is the first priority.

spoke to a fren and heard abt her family matters..
really felt for her, somehow oso bcuz her mum made her feel this way.
true enough.. i believe a son will stand a more impt role more than a daughter.
but somehow, they gave birth to u for a purpose.
there will definitely be this ONE time, that u will feel, "ohh. they love me."
just that this ONE time, arrive early or late.
it's true some experiences that made me realize, parents are really impt.
if only i have the brother who cares, oh.. and not kpo.
caring doesn't mean sabo-ing.
i only have a brother who only sabo me all the time, say things not very necessary to my parents, and grumble for the little things that i have done which i dun think deserve such treatment.
we are strangers at home, and we seriously... dunno each other well.
dun ask me why, but we're just... lyk that.

it's incidents after incidents that builds my maturity.
i felt that i have to be more responsible, for the path that i chose to walk initially.
i stepped in, and i have to bare all the consequences.
regrets... not really.
cuz.. at the very end, i learnt things that's out of studies.
but sometimes, i just felt tired.
tired of the nature of human beings, tired of giving in and giving in, tired of being made use of, tired of being misunderstandings, tired of some other things..
mentioning abt misunderstanding, sometimes i dun really speak up for myself.
and i've been thinking abt this, the truth will show someday.
one day, ppl will know wad i really have been doing and my character.
there'll always be rainbow after the rain!
if ppl wanna judge me like.. okay, i'm that kinda person, so be it.
i believe it takes time..
u wun noe a person well enough, until u really work with her long..

friends are known as friends, when they really know wad kind of person u are.
btw ling, i dun agree that having meals together are considered frens. haha. =x
i am myself only when i am the happy-go-lucky girl.
of cuz, i have my serious times, and i dun wish ppl to joke ard.
and when i look stern when i am not serious, something is not right.
now.. do u all noe the real me?
i dunno abt others, and i always knew that, one cannot satisfy everyone.
or maybe we shld go deeper into the horoscopes, when our personality clash, it means clash.
no matter how hard we try to noe each other, we just cannot talk.

i really thank those who've hurt me to make me grow.
those incidents which let me learnt more abt life.
of cuz, friends who care and lend me ur ears and eyes in msn.
and friends whom i really regard as FRIENDS.
mum, for being there to hear my "stories" everyday..
besides human beings, there's still God.
He is trustworthy too, cuz He wun tell anyone your secrets.
but i guess.. i cant fight with the devils.
the story is too long, and i dun wish to tok abt it anyway..
just that when i really want to commit, the devils will destroy it.
i experienced it, and i noe...

ok..
i'm tired.
time to sleep.
the above i'm not mentioning abt anyone in particular! i'm just.. venting my experiences, leaving it as a memory, cuz.. it's part of my life.
i'm not angry with anyone lar... just sometimes, i felt unfair when i was being misunderstood.

and one thing RANDOM i would lyk to declare,
I HATE PEOPLE CLAIMING CREDITS!!!!!!
if u want to claim, claim elsewhere, dun claim IN FRONT of me. wah laooo..
if u're just joking, i can understand. (lyk wad my frens always lyk to joke abt)
if u are seriously CLAMING, den u are disgusting man!

TOMMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.
unless something foul happen.
dun come and disturb me PLS!

at 3:23 AM =l

Friday, October 6

i seriously noe the feeling of being made used of.
regretted something that i got involved in.
i'm really sorry.

i'm never such a person who will do such thing.
i can NEVER do it.
i laughed along but inside, i already felt bad.
hais. wad's done have been done.
once hurt, u can nv mend the wound, no matter how much apologies.

it's just abt a month back since THAT incident..
though it's a little misunderstanding, but now i'm involved in doing it onto the others..
i'm such an ass, and i dunno wad's with me.
regretted. FULL of regrets.

the incident is over, and someone was hurt.
let's learn from this and not do it again.
it's my first time and the last time. i swear. =(

friends.. dun try to make use of ppl...
the victim really hurts alot...
aii...

i'm okay now...
will be quite packed for the next week...
shall blog again, when i have the mood and time.
take care all.

at 4:10 AM =l

Sunday, October 1

19.09.06
IMF Welcome Party 2006- Esplanade.

amazing experience!
i was one of the ushers on duty that day...
and we got trained, fed, assigned duties, learnt alot~~~

feeling boliao.. and i took this~ the lights at the recital studio.

our lunch! not bad~~
din took the picture of our dinner, not as nice.. it was fried rice.

HAHA. my groupmates started playing with these bottles, trying to stack em all up!
not easy mans.. i did it at my first try, and the rest oso can~ but the one who started playing with this cant do it, until many many tries! HAHA.

that was where i stood for the night!
and SMILED all the way~~ hahaha.

ENJOY ALL THE PICS BELOW!! =D

yeahh~~ looks good huh?
the entire place it's lyk a multi racial mini village.
there're "little india", "chinatown", "katong", "joochiat" and "kampong glam".
yea~~ and the delegates, got to eat and drink EVERYTHING for FREE!
damnnnn shuang~

the recital studio, on our training day and on the actual day..
can see the differences and how many things added~~

our water! =D
now can get it in NTUC, 3 for $0.80. HAHA. i saw it one day while walking around NTUC. LOL!

RANDOM. =D

the delegates can change into these polo IF they happened to get wet!

our water!

okay..
the entire experience was rather memorable.
1) it's super tiring.
2) something interesting happened to one england delegate and me. HAHA.
3) i realized a BIG thing. =(
4) i learnt alot! =D
5) got to noe more ppl!

and at last, i reached home at ard 1plus or 2am i think.
initially i tot of sharing cab, den can reach home earlier, but no one around my area to share with, so i waited for yiling, shuwen and valerie (they have different job scope as me), and tooka merz cab! haha. the merz cab very shuang~~~~! =D and yea.. they can claim their cab fare!
reached home, feet super pain~ body super tired.
but i seriously pity the F&B ppl, they suffer SO MUCH more than me!! =(
they were made to carry these and that, and they got scolding... =/
heard that the management were rather bad oso~
aiii~~ anyway, it's OVER!
i still.. have a pleasant memory of the whole IMF experience overall!

at 11:32 AM =l