Sunday, April 27
Jean's Baby Boy, Edsel. heh..
Jean's my colleague, whom i'm working on behalf in SPC.
Congrats to baby Edsel's arrival! =D
the mummy on the right. heh..
and baby edsel was only 2 days old in my arms! awww.. very cute little boy.
2 days old VS 2 weeks old.
hahaha.
how fast babies changed.. lol.
so adorable!
and it was fantazia 2008 last friday.
baracudas opening~
fredy and jj! lol.
the cute dolls.. very interesting..
ryan VS ann. very, very impressive..
yutaki's item! =D
jj in the middle! proud of u man! hahaha..
the choreographers in the front.
and the singers shot..
awesome instructor, ann!
aww.. all hugging ann! haha..
us with jj!
now, fantazia's over.
wad next? haha..
everyone's moving on to the next episode in life.
my idol, is gonna move on as an instructor.
and i'm so sure that he's gonna shine in this industry!
all the wayyyy~~!
actually i have many things to say, but i dunno how to put across in words.
there're so much thoughts that came across my mind recently.
and i realized, i'm tired of everything.
mentally, physically.
it's the lost of pace in life, that.. directions to head.
family disputes, again, again, and again.
excuses of hating to come back to this home, and blaming it onto those who really cares.
grandma is strong, and i'm so proud of her.
mum is the best mum on earth, but nothing in return besides heartaches.
bro is a stranger, and i really do not noe how to understand this person.
i'm really speechless for that last person whom i see only once a week on friday nights (and MAYBE saturday nights), but he only noes how to vent his frustrations on me.
there's another additional in the family, and she's the maid for my grandma.
i dunno how to communicate with her cuz her eng seems to be very, very poor.
oh wells.
the only motivation for me to head home is my ahma.
those sometimes i'm really frustrated over her naggings, to do this and that for her.
but at least i can understand, she's just worried that one day when she's gone, we all wun noe how to take care of ourselves.
it's irony how much i enjoy being home, yet not to be home.
maybe i shld just keep myself occupied with many many many things,
so that i cant stop thinking of all these shit in life.
ha~ and i realized, wad a big contrast of emotions i have in just one entry.
i'm gemini. that 2 faced person.
tmr will be a better day.. =)
or maybe one day.. i will not think so anymore.
life's a shit.
SHIT SHIT SHIT.
Friday, April 25
Question: How to react when your "God" is right in front of u?
1) Turn away and run.
2) Got damn high and scream.
3) Give a damn silly smile.
Answer: None of the above, ACT like nothing happened, and ACT CALM.
This is wad makes me a damn gemini, GEMINI.
HAHA.
oh wells..
wad an eventful week..
stay tunes for updates tmr!
i've so much, so much, so much to say.. hahaha!
Saturday, April 19
any of my frens interested in attending my grad ceremony?
maybe i shld listen to advise, ignore those who dun care, and invite those who bothers..
or maybe, just nobody is interested.
28th May, 4pm.
heh.
back from fantazia.
good show, GREAT new choreo. =D
not in the mood to blog abt how excited i was just now, next entry perhaps.
anyhow, got home, saw that gold cert for cca letter.
to be received on grad ceremony.
initially, i wanted to take an extra invitation card, wanna ask my ahma to come watch together with my parents.
excited, tell someone, "eh! that day drive ahma there and see hor!"
and he said, "i dun wan to attend ur grad ceremony."
"why????"
"buay song leh."
AND HIS FACE TURNED BLACK, no joke.
kao.
and so, conclusion is..
that impt day when i'm gonna get my cert, nobody's gonna be there?
maybe,
just maybe,
nobody cares.
since poly cert means nothing in ur eyes.
fucked up...
Sunday, April 13
went back for this yr's baoc day 3 yesterday.
though i went down after work, and the "concert" ended,
freshmen, SC, MSSA 07/08 were still ard.
saw some of my fellow MC and SCO 06/07 as well.
looking at the freshmen cheered "one more time!", again and again and again,
made me tear, uncontrolled, with smiles, damn paisae-ed.
rmb last yr, how we cried terribly after the entire event- it's really memorable.
this yr..
the feeling is totally different.
disappointment, glad, sad, worried, relieved.
disappointed that how ppl showed their enthusiasm in joining this yr's committee, saying all those things abt committing etc, gave up over little issues and having severals communication breakdown, or maybe the issues are VERY BIG, and i can nv understand it.
glad that some of them pulled thru and some really did not let me down.
sad to noe some's departure and turnout of certain events.
worried that bAoc CMI and ppl giving up at this very last event.
relieved that everything went, okay i supposed, and most impt, everything is over!
i really do hope that everyone will just think back with a smile, treat it as part of a learning journey and forget all those unhappy parts of society alrights. =)
went for dinner with sab.ningzhen.jenny.joc.joanne.winston.sayhao. at Hip Diners.
dinner was soso, company was great.
chilling at clarke quay was funny, "romantic" at marina pier was even better.
seriously love that place!!!
and thanks dixon for that thrill ride squeezing 6 behind. haha!
if only more ppl can join us, it'll be even better.
we shld meet again, lyk real soon.
Tuesday, April 8
something seriously amused me today, no matter how late it is, i must blog.
i squeezed stood in that very last standing position almost every morning to work.
and i'm very good at it, cuz there're just some tactics that need to be taught to every fellow 9 to 5, oh ya.. and those non singaporeans.
i went to vivo shopping with my colleagues, and changed my train back home at dhoby ghaut at ard 7.05pm.
no doubt, it's that peak period where everyone wanna chiong home.
as usual, i managed to stood at that position where the train door will just close behind me, that one cm distance away, or even lesser.
that basket came from outside and went, "ji yi xia, ji yi xia." (translate: squeeze in, squeeze in)
p.s. THIS IS SINGAPORE!
dhoby ghaut's red line has 2 doors, train door and that station door.
that station door trapped that basket and the red plastic bag that the basket was holding one, was trapped by the train's door.
ought to be shot, seriously ought to be shot.
ONE of the passengers beside me tried to push open the doors, and i simply watch.
that idiot was struggling as well, and the doors finally opened.
and he din manage to squeeze in, still.
lesson learnt.
so, when to squeeze in and when not to??
TRY:
1) if you're as confident as me, make sure that the last standing place can fit ur size.
2) OPEN UR EYES, estimate the ppl coming out, and see if the no. of ppl outside can offset it.
3) when u smell good. u wun wan ppl beside, behind, in front, to find u smelly right?
DUN TRY:
1) when the alert came, "doors are closing, *du *du *du *du *du *du *du," the doors are seriously gonna close. that announcement is not made as entertainment.
(i seriously understand why that idiot still tried, due to language barrier.)
2) when u see that the very last person who went in IS ALREADY bloody hell near the door. open ur eyes, and use ur brain.
3) when someone behind u behaves more aggresive than u, just let HER win. try to avoid being in that category type of people.
4) when u look at the surrounding people, and if they look smelly to u, why make urself suffer inside?
5) last but not least, when someone got ready to support himself/herself from falling by holding on to the top of the train by raising his/her arm up, you know, YOU MUST AVOID squeezing in to that train. esp if you have that perfect height of mine, where ur face will just face their woo-hoo-super-hairy part of their body, be prepare to faint once u squeezed ur way in.
no doubt, that idiot reminded me of my days in shanghai, though i din have as many chances as angie, kevin and the rest, to be squeezing seriously LIKE SHIT (u noe, all in lumps. haha!) every morning to work.
but HELLO, THIS IS SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE DUN SQUEEZE LIKE SHIT. we're humans. =)
i was seriously very angry when i saw him and he deserved to be taught that lesson today!
that's all.
i dozed off 45mins at work today and i ought to be shot as well.
haaa..
tmr will be a better day! =D
